Ajudication

I SUCK at updating, don't judge me!

Let's see what my life has been like...

So since I've last updated, I began my fourth and final semester at Moorpark and am now well into the middle of it. I am currently on spring break and when I return next week, I have just 5 weeks left. It's going really well! My classes are awesome, professors are great, and I am just happy to be able to call this my last semester here. I've been getting applications done and have begun to hear back from some schools. I've been accepted to St. John's, UC San Diego, UC Santa Barbara, UC Irvine, and UC Santa Cruz. I am still waiting to hear back from USC, UCLA, UC Davis, and UC Berkeley. Right this second, I am working on my NYU application. Yes, I know it's due in two days but I didn't want to send it in just yet. It's a big deal for me so I saved it for the last minute. I sent in all the supplemental information, the only thing left is the actual application. Everything is done but I just want to perfect all of my essays so that they truly reflect my deepest qualities and intentions. I really do hope NYU works in my favor. I am honestly surprised I was accepted to these other schools; I really thought I would be accepted to maybe a couple. That gives me a huge ego boost and a new wave of confidence. NYU seems really possible now but it's just so damn competitive so I don't know. I'm trying to not be so negative but I can't help but think like that. Whatever happens happens, though, and whatever the case, I am looking at it with fate. If I am accepted, it was meant to be. If not, then maybe New York is something that will have to wait in my life. Even if it doesn't work out, I have been accepted to some great schools so far so I am not worried about that. NYU will always be there for something else.

I know this sounds ridiculously opposite of how I was in my last couple posts, but I have begun to think more realistically about it. New York is a big move and it's going to affect both me and my family. It's going to be a tough journey to take and maybe I'm just not ready for it yet. Ahhh, these epiphanies are so confusing sometimes! I'm not saying I don't want to go. Basically, if I am accepted, then I am 100% in it, but if I am not, I won't be too bummed. Make sense? It sure doesn't for me. :)

All confusion aside, my birthday is next week, YAY! Big 2-0, can't believe it. My last days of teenagedom are here, oh my! But I am one step closer to that golden age so it's all good, hahaha. It sucks, though, because my birthday is on the Monday I come back from break and I have like, 2 tests that day. Major bust but it's okay because the next day, I am going to see Alicia Keys, Robin Thicke, and Melanie Fiona live in concert at the Staples Center. THANK YOU, SUBIR! It's going to be super fun. Ameeta keeps saying, "ohhh I can't come back to LA then like I had planned, lalala" but I know her better, I know she is planning something. I honestly think she is only coming to go to the concert. Subir got me two tickets for Christmas and I had to pick one other person to go with me. I of course chose Smee because she's my sister and lives here but Ameeta will probably end up wanting to go if she does come. Selfish, I know, but hey, what can you do?

Alright, it's 1:45 and I MUST finish these NYU essays. Take care!