Substantially Drained

My hardest midterm wasn't even that bad, thank God! Statistics is actually a pretty chill class. It's amazing to finally understand math, hahaha. We didn't have our ethics quiz AGAIN. Honestly, I have respect for Rosenthal, but that guy is a nutcase. I guess it's kind of fitting since he loves squirrels...

Anyway, I have a piano test tomorrow and a psych test on Thursday. Once this week is over, I'm smooooth sailing. :D

I absolutely LOVE Mondays and Wednesdays. I only have two classes and they happen to be my favorite ones, I get to chill with Carmen, and I get to see a few certain people that I don't mind running into all the time, if you get my drift. ;D

I was listening to the lyrics of "Spiralling" and realized how much sense they make. Check it out:

Ooo
Ooo

I'm waiting
For my moment to come
I'm waiting
For the movie to begin
I'm waiting
For a revelation
I'm waiting for someone
To count me in

Cos now
I only see my dreams
In everything I touch
Feel their cold hands on
Everything that I love
Cold like some
Magnificent skyline
Out of my reach
But always
In my eye line now

We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling

I fashioned you
From jewels and stone
I made you
In the image of myself
I gave you
Everything you wanted
So you would never know
Anything else

But every time
I reach for you
You slip
Through my fingers
Into cold sunlight
Laughing at the things
That I had planned
The map of my world gets
Smaller as I sit here
Pulling at the loose
Threads now

We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling
When we fall in love
We're just falling
In love with ourselves
We're spiralling

Did you wanna be a winner?
Did you wanna be an icon?
Did you wanna be famous?
Did you wanna be the president?
Did you wanna start a war?
Did you wanna have a family?
Did you wanna be in love?
Did you wanna be in love?

I never saw the light
I never saw the light
I waited up all night
But I never saw the light

When we fall in love
We're just falling
In love with ourselves
We're spiralling
We're tumbling down
We're spiralling
Tied up to the ground
We're spiralling

Ooo
Ooo

My favorite line is "when we fall in love/ we're just falling/ in love with ourselves". It's so truthful. I haven't fallen in love yet, but I imagine that when someone does fall in love, it's with how they feel about themselves when they're with their significant other more so than it is the actual person. Or perhaps I'm just an outsider looking in and I'll never know until I experience it. All in good time, I suppose. ;D

I love song lyrics; they somehow find an artistic way to organize jumbled thoughts.