Heed

Open your eyes
Close your ears
Close your ears
Open your eyes
Listen to the words you see
You are blind to what you hear
Listen to the words you see
Do not fear the truth beneath
Reach for roots beneath the trees
Listen to the words you seek
Don't listen to a word they say
Do NOT listen to a word you've heard
Do not listen to a word you've heard
People are people we live for our own
Live how you think not by what you've been told


I've been a fool
I've been a fool
Walking the line with both of my eyes shut
And I'm begging you I'm begging you
Don't listen to a word you've heard don't listen to a word you've heard
This world is full of strangers this world is full of 'hypocrites'
Scratching for their winnings at least I am one to admit
Born in a world relying on gold
I've yet to find someone under control
People are people and we live for our own
Live how you think not by what you've been told
Don't listen to a word you've heard don't listen to a word you've heard
Don't listen to a word you've heard don't listen to a word you've heard
The flag waves up above you for liberty and freedom
And fighting for your nation killing a wive's daughter's husband's son and you're told that
you're being attacked by terrorist invasions but over and over again it is you who points the gun
Hey now don't listen to a word you've heard don't listen to a word you've heard don't listen
to a word you've heard don't listen to a word you've heard.


If you close your eyes right now
Try to seek a vision you can listen to
A vision of collisions of what you know is true
You can do what you pursue if you only try to
To open your eyes
And listen to the visions colliding with collisions
Collisions on a mission
Risen from what you've listened to
Listen to
No
Don't listen to a word you've heard
Don't listen to a word you've heard
Unless
Unless the word that you've heard is a word that you said
Close your ears to words from out
Unless the word came out your head
Or the word was built with your hands
Close your soul to a voice of a man from a non distant land
Cause that man has a plan to put bullets through your stand
Do you stand under this
Or
Do you stand over this
Do you over stand me
You must not be listening
Its okay, I understand
Why I, we, no he,
Told you
But do
If you have the words inside your self
Then
Listen to the words you hear
Listen to the words you say
Listen to the words you say
Listen to the words you say

Ataxia

For a little self-affirmation:

I will not be played. You will not sway me. I am not another one. I see right through you. I will play along, but don't think you've got me sprung because you don't.

Not a whole lot, anyway.


And on to other news, I love life! It's wonderful! Aside from some lame friend drama and broke college kid swag, it's amazing. I love my roomies, my friends, my sorority, everything.

I NEED to work on my beach bod for Miami. Two months remaining before all hell breaks loose. ;)

Unsound

I hate that I've made the one mistake I promised myself I'd never make and will now reap the effects forever. I hate it most that this mistake is what some people know me by because they don't know me otherwise.

This sucks.

Fervent

No but really, I'm serious. I'm in college, I'm not going to waste my time chasing something that never was. If it happens, it happens, but I don't think I'm in the mood to be waiting for it anymore. Especially if there's nothing to keep me motivated.

Is that a bitch move?

But I've been putting much more thought into my life lately and weighing my options right now. I'm very happy with the way things are but I'm wondering if I could be happier if I open my mind just a bit more. I never thought I'd see this day come but I'm just going to come right out and say it: I think I might be interested in having a relationship right now. I don't know if I'm ready for one yet. I feel ready, but it's a little difficult to compare feelings when I've never been on the other side before.

I don't know. I can say this much, though. College is absolutely everything I needed. Coming home this weekend reminded me of how happy I truly am with everything right now.

Life's sweet. I want it sweeter. Catch my drift? ;)

Overthrown

Looks like I'm off steady desserts for a while.

Really though, why settle for one when there's an entire smorgasbord of tasty treats just waiting to be had?

It's my time to experiment, right?

Right?!

:/

Cinched

I've decided.

Cupcakes are nice, but after a while they're just too sweet and inedible.

Cheesecake has always and will always be perfectly delicious to me.

<3

Appy Polly Loggies

So sorry for the boning out on updating but school keeps me busy here. I will try to be more diligent about writing; I've had a lot on my mind lately and I want to capture my moments in college.

Until then.