No but really, I'm serious. I'm in college, I'm not going to waste my time chasing something that never was. If it happens, it happens, but I don't think I'm in the mood to be waiting for it anymore. Especially if there's nothing to keep me motivated.
Is that a bitch move?
But I've been putting much more thought into my life lately and weighing my options right now. I'm very happy with the way things are but I'm wondering if I could be happier if I open my mind just a bit more. I never thought I'd see this day come but I'm just going to come right out and say it: I think I might be interested in having a relationship right now. I don't know if I'm ready for one yet. I feel ready, but it's a little difficult to compare feelings when I've never been on the other side before.
I don't know. I can say this much, though. College is absolutely everything I needed. Coming home this weekend reminded me of how happy I truly am with everything right now.
Life's sweet. I want it sweeter. Catch my drift? ;)